I Hope You Can Hear Them
I've been thinking about why I paint the subjects I do. Why am I drawn to the landscape, birds, animals, and flowers? If I feel a good story, I enjoy painting people.
My first memory of a happy place as a child was my grandparents' farm in West Virginia, the place my mom was raised. An only child, town girl got to roam free in the fresh air and walk those lovely rolling hills. I loved the wide view of the mountains, the old barns, all of the farm animals, riding with my granddad on his tractor, and milking the cow with my saintly grandmother. Being anywhere with her was the best, so I learned about using that cow's milk to make butter and cottage cheese. Can you smell her hot rolls baking waiting to be smeared with that butter? She taught me how to make hollyhock dolls from her garden which was full of not only hollyhocks, but light blue iris and pink peonies. Of course her vegetable garden was enormous and I probably enjoyed it because I didn't have to do all of the work. To this day I can hear flies buzzing, cows mooing, and crows cawing, and I'm immediately on that beloved farm.
Well I live on the coast and not near those dear memories, but I believe my memory of them is revealed in my art work. I love painting the landscape with its trees, birds and other animals. The marsh is where I live with a far view that reminds me of that distant view of mountains. I feel so much pleasure painting flowers, and I'm certain my grandmother is with me when I do. Did you see the red tractor I painted? Now granddad didn't have a palm tree next to his, but when I saw that old shed and that red tractor, my heart skipped a beat! Mamie loved to visit the ocean with us after granddaddy died and to this day, I see her walking on the beach with me as I hold my first baby boy, wind in our hair and sharing a new generation.
I believe I react to my world because of those basic fond memories, and I can hear the stories my paintings tell as I paint. I usually paint in silence, but those words from the past are actively buzzing in my head. I hope you can hear them too!

